The feeling of being alone... Ahhh nobody really likes this feeling, but I seem to have it alot! I can be in a crowded place and still feel like there is no one around! How is this possible? What can make a person feel so alone? I know that it goes with how I make myself feel. I can control how I feel, but how? How can I help from feeling alone? It seems like here lately my boys are the only ones that make me feel better. I know that I have friends and family, but some just tell you want you want to hear. My boys are so honest with me. I really can not imagine my life without them, I truly believe they were given to me, to help me! Who knows where I would be right now if I didnt have them! Ok, so a little of topic I went, but hey, thats me!
So how can I help myself from feeling alone.. That is such a great question. I know that i should prolly interact more with people when I am around them, that would help. I should make my own self worth increase.. but then again I cant do that overnight. It takes time. This is something that I am getting better at, but it stil sneaks up on me! I teach new hire, and I can still manage to feel alone while in class with them. Some of that I believe, is because I let myself feel "not worthy" and chose not to participate due to, I dont want to make myself look or feel stupid, so the first reaction to that is to back away. So this truly is one of the things that I want to work on.
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